Del

 After much contemplation and consideration, I am ready to write this down. If I have to be honest I am still a bit reluctant. But fuck it. That’s the motto this year. There is a secret to my resilience and detachment. What I lack in social skills, I found it in books. I learn people’s ways, feelings, how to read between the lines. Good things, good stuff. That’s what fairy tales are mostly...

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 I didn’t bring back my keyboard and it sucks typing on screen. After numerous attempt of writing how broke I was, I still failed at doing it. It’s always refreshing how you can see in people’s eyes how they think how privileged you are, how nice, how easy. I never bothered to contradict because people only see what they want to see at the end of the day. It can come from people you know very...

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GG

 I’m supposed to be sleeping. But my body clock is all over the place. Maybe it’s actually my body telling my brain something is wrong but like everything else, it won’t listen. I achieved so much these 2 weeks. But to me it is just another day.I dragged myself to a dermatologist. Not because I...

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Rambles

 My tummy hurts. Fml.I have been drowning myself with work and housekeeping. But my house is a mess because I am currently a mess. Of course, I found other stuff to drown myself in like watching almost all videos of HoneyJube on Youtube. Apparently Daiso’s and Ikea’s stuff are all the craze in my head right now. I wish I can go now and buy everything so my house can be ultra organized. I...

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Sick

 I am so tired. I took some days off work and all I did is sleep and then more sleep. I had my time of the month visit and it was the worst. Maybe it was due to the hormones or maybe it was just pent up unresolved feelings but I have never felt so lonely and sad.I wasn’t always a sick child but I was cursed with a sensitive stomach. Food poisoning is pretty much routine and cramps are horrendous...

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Gold

I was never a fan of jewellery. It just never made sense to me. The only thing I came close to wearing one, it was gifted and of course not even legit gold. I ended up with rashes on my neck and that probably how I never liked jewellery.A lot of things didn’t make sense because of poverty. I had no...

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Good

 I’m a bit pissed I did not bring my keyboard with me. I really hate typing on touch screen but my switch is out of battery and my ipad is down as well. All I have left is my phone and my kindle but I don’t feel like reading at the moment.I feel like I should talk about the two men in my life that have shaped up most of the good parts within me, my grandfathers. My grandfather on my father’s...

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