Saturday, 20 August 2016

Hi

Salam..

Did you miss me? 

How long has it been since I last posted something on here.. I can't even remember. 

I've been well.. Alhamdulillah. still holding on to life. Barely but I'm still here. I'm holding back tears right now because so much has happened, so many feels that I haven't written.. 

There were couple of times where I thought of deleting the blog and when the thought comes I tried my hardest not opening the laptop.. This blog stays for now. I've decided to keep this blog going until I graduate.. I've still got like 13 months or so till I finish my degree. We'll see what happens then..

Do you want to know how I am? 

I am miserable. I am so disappointed. With everyone and everything. Does that make your life feel much easier to live? I hope it does. For some people at least. Don't be shock to know that there are people who lives off making other people feel miserable. It is as though other people's misery feeds their souls. I'm not kidding. Pray for these people. Their souls needs it and they don't even realize it.

Anyway, like I said, a lot has happened and I'm sure there are lots to come. I'll post something when I feel like it. For now, I am literally enjoying my solitude.. :)

Remember when I said I always keep my promises? I made a promise to someone that I won't hurt myself and I didn't nor will I do in the hard times to come. I'll be okay people. I'll lick my own wounds. I don't need anyone else.

Scratch that last part. That's selfish. Pray that I'll be strong and wise. So I can guide myself well and my family as well. 

May peace be upon you.

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