Saturday, 23 April 2016

Breached Solitary


I'm in a good place today. What I meant is, I feel good today. No more depressive moods.. yet.

I wanna talk about how I get so depressive sometimes. I'm not wishing people to understand but it would be nice to have a person that would. It starts with the negative thoughts inside my head. Sometimes, it gets too much that I can't handle it by myself. 

It's not that I didn't try making people understand though, they tend to freak out about it. So I just... well I just stop trying. I like the walls that I created around me, it makes me feel safe. As much as I want someone to be inside here with me, it's just not time yet. 

I've been hurt so many times. The pain, they just don't go away. People leave and I get that. People come and go but how they left stays. 

You can forget people but the pain is unforgettable.

If I can show you how I feel, probably it would be a lot easier to explain. 

I just wish that people who would just waste my time stay away from me. 

I know this is going to be so random but I want my own Peeta Mellark. He's just so lovable. :'(

Okay now. Going to start brain storming about what I'm going to do with my life next. 

May peace be upon you.


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